Artyom
One month earlier
Mikhail has been gone for three days, and the city always feels different when he’s not in it, like the balance is off by a few degrees. Maybe that’s why my patience is running thin tonight as I step out of the car and motion for Lev to follow me down the narrow side street behind the bars on the east end. The air smells like wet concrete and old cigarette smoke, and somewhere a dog is barking at nothing, which usually means someone is up to something.
Lucas Jones has been a problem for a long time—a small problem, but consistent, the kind that grows if you give it too much air. I didn’t mind him skipping payments or being late once or twice. People make mistakes. But stealing from me is something else entirely, and when I learned he’d been skimming off sales and pocketing cash, selling to people outside the routes we allow, I knew I’d need to deal with him myself, because Mikhail is too soft on him.
Lev walks half a step behind me, silent, steady, watching the shadows the same way I do. “You think we’ll catch him tonight?” he mutters.
“Doesn’t matter if we do,” I say, turning the corner. “I want to see who he’s meeting.”
“And if it’s nobody?”
I smirk. “That scum never meets nobody.”
We reach the mouth of the alley and the sound hits first—light footsteps, a nervous bounce in the rhythm. He’s pacing in the middle of the alley, hands shoved into the pockets of a jacket that looks too big for him. He keeps looking over his shoulder, muttering to himself, and for a moment I think he’s alone, which would annoy me because it means this trip was a waste.
But then someone steps out of the darkness behind him, and everything in me stills.
A woman walks toward him, small, light on her feet, her hair pulled back in a messy knot like she got ready in a rush. She’s not dressed for this part of the city, not dressed for meeting a dealer in an alley, not dressed for anything dangerous at all, and the second she reaches Lucas, she grabs his arm with both hands and pulls him close like she’s trying to hold him still.
“Where were you?” she demands, her voice low but sharp enough that it reaches me, trembling with anger that’s fueled by fear. “I waited for you. You said you were coming home. Why didn’t you answer your phone?”
Lucas tries to pull away but she doesn’t let him. She steps in front of him, blocking his path, her small frame angled like she’s ready to fight him if she has to, and for a second I forget why I came here. Because her voice, her eyes, her entire presence hits me in a way I’m not prepared for, in a way that shuts out the rest of the alley, leaving only her and the tremor of her fingers around Lucas’s sleeve.
“She shouldn’t be here,” Lev murmurs behind me.
I don’t answer because I already know that. I already feel something cold slide between my ribs at the sight of her in this place, with this idiot, in the middle of what could easily become an ambush if anyone else knows Lucas is dealing on my territory tonight. She doesn’t move like someone who belongs in this world, like someone who knows what’s hiding in alleyways. She shouldn’t be anywhere near him.
“Let go,” Lucas snaps, jerking his arm, but she only tightens her grip.
“No,” she says, and her voice cracks halfway through the word. “Not until you tell me what you’re doing. You promised me you’d stop. You promised.”
There is something so painfully sincere in her voice that it knocks the breath out of me for a second, something I haven’t heard in years, something that feels too clean for this place. Lucas pulls back again and she finally releases him, her hands falling to her sides, and she exhales in a slow, shaking breath like she’s been carrying fear for hours and trying to hide it.
“Who is she?” Lev whispers.
I shake my head once. “No idea.”
But I want to know and that thought alone irritates me.
Lucas runs a hand through his hair, pacing again. “I told you, I’m fine. Go home.”
She steps closer, lowering her voice but not softening it. “You’re not fine. You look terrified. And you’re lying to me again.”
Lucas flinches.
I narrow my eyes. She knows him and worries for him, and that means she isn’t here for drugs or money. And that, more than anything, pisses me off. She deserves better than Lucas or this alley.
“Should we interrupt?” Lev asks quietly.
“Not yet,” I say, because I want to see more. I want to hear more. I want to understand why the hell Lucas brought someone like her here.
Lucas hisses under his breath, checking over his shoulder. “You don’t understand anything. I have to finish something. Then I’ll come home.”
“What are you finishing?” she demands. He freezes and she sees it instantly. “Lucas… what did you do?”
Lucas mutters something and tries to walk past her, but she steps in front of him again and pushes at his chest, not hard, just enough that he actually stops. She looks like she’s been crying. She looks like she’s been begging him for weeks, like she’s breaking her own heart trying to save someone who doesn’t want to be saved.
And suddenly there’s something tight and sharp inside me, something protective that I don’t understand and don’t want to understand, because it feels wrong. It feels intrusive. It feels like the beginning of something I should crush before it starts.
But I don’t, because Lucas leans in close to her and snaps, “I said go home,” and she doesn’t even flinch.
She lifts her chin, her jaw shaking with effort, and says quietly, “Not without you.” Her voice breaks on the last word.
“Why do you care?” Lucas snaps, pushing at her hand, his voice sharp enough that it echoes off the damp brick walls.
She lifts her chin, her jaw trembling with effort as she steadies herself, and when she speaks again her voice fractures right down the center.
“Because you’re my brother,” she says, and the word lands like something heavy. “Because you’re my family. Because I love you and I don’t want you to die out here trying to be someone you’re not.”
My breath slips out in a slow exhale I don’t plan.
Brother. So she’s not his girlfriend, just a sister who thinks she can save him. And the relief that moves through me is fast and irrational and makes absolutely no sense, because I shouldn’t care who she is to him, yet something inside me loosens anyway before tightening all over again for reasons I can’t explain.
Lucas groans, rubbing his face with both hands. “I don’t need saving. I need you to go home before you make everything worse.”
She steps in front of him again, blocking his path, shoulders squared even though she’s shaking. “I’m not leaving without you.”
Her voice breaks and something in my chest shifts uncomfortably, like a muscle I haven’t used in years suddenly waking up and not knowing what to do.
Beside me, Lev mutters under his breath, “She’s too soft for this place.”
He’s right, but I don’t like hearing it.
I stay in the shadows, watching the way she stares at Lucas with this mix of fury and heartbreak that feels too raw for a man like him to deserve, watching how she wipes at her cheek quickly when a tear slips out, watching how she doesn’t run even when he’s cruel, even when the alley feels colder because of the lies hanging between them.
Lucas tries again. “Kira, go home.”
Kira. Her name stays in my head longer than it should, lingering in a way that irritates me because it shouldn’t.
She pushes back. A girl like her, with her soft voice and trembling hands, pushes him back and refuses to move. He doesn’t deserve to be protected by someone who clearly loves him more than he loves himself. He doesn’t deserve her at all.
Lucas finally drags her into a shaky, uneven hug, whispering something into her hair that I can’t hear, and even then her posture doesn’t soften completely, as if some part of her is already preparing for the next lie, the next excuse, the next night she will spend wondering if he is alive.
When he takes her hand and pulls her toward the street, she follows him slowly, each step reluctant, her shoulders still tight, and just before they disappear around the corner she turns her head and looks back into the alley as though she senses somebody watching, somebody she can’t see but can feel in the dark.
She never spots me, but I see her clearly—the fear in her eyes, the confusion shadowing her expression, the brief moment where she searches the darkness as if expecting an answer. That look lingers in the air long after she’s gone, settling in the space she left behind, staying with me in a way I can’t shake, no matter how hard I try.
Her absence changes something in the alley, and when the silence folds in around me again, I realize I am still standing exactly where she last looked, as if part of me hasn’t quite stepped back into myself yet.
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