“You are not doing bad,” Eva chuckles against my chest. Some prints of her red lipstick are already smeared on the fabric of my baby blue suit, which is now being discarded as I toss it at the crowd behind me.
She laughs, and she has no right to.
She dared me to show her what a badass dancer I am, and she is in for a show. I can still bring it on. The pop song she has chosen can try to tamper with my moves, but nothing can stop me from trying to impress her.
She steps away from me and swings her hips, the fringe of her glacial dress for the after-party of our wedding giving her the dancehall dancer tone. She is still wearing her crystal-beaded heels, and I am a little worried for her because she has been dancing in them.
I love everything about her.
I love everything about today.
I can admit that I love this song, but if anyone had played it around me before today, I might have decked the person. Now I love it. My wife loves it, and that makes it the best fucking song in the world.
I will dance to it every day for the rest of our lives if she needs me to. I would dance for her every day for the rest of her life if she asked me. If it will bring this wide, teary smile that is now lining her face as she steps back to appreciate my moves.
I’m all in, shoulders, legs, and waist.
I’m not sure anyone other than Emanuele has ever seen me like this. The first and last time I was like this was when he married Eva’s mom.
A lot has happened, and somehow, my heart is telling me that this is the place it has led us all to.
I go down and swing, steadying myself not to crack something.
The crowd starts to come around. I see some familiar people and some heartwarming faces. My son, Jake, is in a similar outfit as mine since he was the ringbearer on Eva’s demand. I see Vittoria clapping and smiling brighter than I have ever seen her smile. I see Mindy with her date, some Jewish guy with curly hair and pale skin.
Then there is Emanuele, now making his way into the circle to join me on the dance floor. His suit the same color as mine has gone, leaving him with his black dress shirt and baby blue pants.
I didn’t know I still remembered the dance moves we had practiced for his wedding after so many years, but as he began to dance, I found my body moving on its own in sync with him.
When we spin to high-five each other, my mind traps it all: the shimmers of the crystal lights, the guests and the touches of laughter on their faces, the intimacy of the moment, the music, the waft of the spices from the food, the prickling of spilled champagne, the music blaring through the speakers. Tears swell in my chest, but I tamp them down.
This is everything I have ever wanted but couldn’t dare to wish for.
This is all the life I had wanted.
I wish my mother were alive and here to see that I didn’t turn out that bad. I wish my father could see that I am nothing like him, that I am a different man, a better father, and that I will work until my last breath to be nothing short of the best husband and partner.
Vittoria sweeps in to take my hands and dance with me while Emanuele goes to Eva.
“You better treat her right,” she smiles, swinging from side to side. “I will kill you if you mess up,” she delivers her threat casually, and I chuckle.
I know she would. But she will never have to.
Instead, I nod and then tip my head as she draws away to get Emanuele, and Eva comes back to me.
“I love my wedding,” she throws her arms over my shoulders. “I love my husband. I love life.” She laughs so loud that hard tears spill from the corners of her eyes.
And then the music dies and the lights go off.
But outside the hall, the sky lamps are being set off, and strategic white studio lights pour on…
Eva quickly lifts her hand to cover my eyes. “I have a surprise for you, Husband. Close your eyes,” she giggles, and I oblige.
I hear footsteps telling me the guests are filing out, but I do as Eva asks and keep my eyes shut, allowing her to lead me out of the hall.
I try not to stumble over my feet and use all my senses to gather information about my surroundings. The instant we step outside, the air is chill, and the wind bristles over my face, whistling in my ears.
Eva wanted a beach wedding, and she got it.
Whatever Eva wants, I will scour the ends of the world to give it to her. It’s gratifying to see her smile when she gets it. That’s reward enough.
I hear gasps and soft claps, and my body pinches to open my eyes and see what they are about.
“Open them,” Eva whispers in my ear, and I take my time, peeling my eyes apart to come face to face with the best gift anyone could ever give me.
Framed photos of me, dating from years back, and all unawares.
I spin because they are everywhere on canvases. And they are not monochrome. They have their colors. In one, I’m in motion; in another, I am loading my gun; and in another, I am sitting on the stairs in the main parlor of the estate. There are so many.
Eva steps forward, still holding my hand, while Gloria hushes the crowd with the clinking of a miniature bell.
“It’s…” Eva chuckles, clears her throat, and breathes. “It has always been you, Fabio. You were the reason I wanted to capture emotions. Because every time you slipped and showed any, it felt like finding presents under the Christmas tree,” she lifts my hand and plants a kiss on the back of it, the gesture like fluid through syringe shooting into my veins to find a connection to my heart. “You are my muse, and there is no world where I would have settled for anyone but you.”
I drop my eyes, breaking eye contact as I try to gather my thoughts and self. I am one word away from crying, and I can’t do that. I can’t remember the last time I ever cried. I don’t want to make a fool of myself, but she makes it hard not to.
I try not to look around because I already feel myself getting closer to embarrassing myself. But I feel them all around me. I feel the teary eyes, the deep breaths, the admiration, and the awws.
“Fabio De Luca,” she closes the distance, standing with her body brushing against mine. “You are everything and a little too much,” she feeds me back my words. “You are enough and yet more than I could have asked for,” she lifts my hand to her face and presses it flat on her tender cheek. “I cannot predict what the future holds, but,” she drags my hand down her face until it’s pressing flat on her chest. “But as long as life allows me to, I will love you stupid,” she sniffs.
I clamp my eyes, shaking my head as I feel the wetness of the tears tickle my eyelids. I am losing it. I keep them shut, as if the action can rein the tears back.
“I love you, amore, and I will always love you because there was never anyone else for me, and in every alternate universe, there is only you,” she sniffs again. As I open my eyes to hold her face and pull her in for a kiss, my tears run free.
That’s how to break a man.
She hits me where it gets to me the most—my heart.
She hits me with what is the most effective—her love.
Before now, I would have said I don’t deserve her. But to hell with that madness. It is not that I would say I deserve her now. Instead, I will say that I will work every day to show her why I deserve her.
She will never have to doubt that I am the only one for her.
She will never have to doubt that she is the only one for me.
I have had my few moments of idiocy here and there, but that particular one haunts me to this day. It inhabits my sleep and crawls under my skin when I am wide awake.
Like a fucking blood-hungry predator, its talons dig mindlessly, close to ripping away every shred of sanity I have left. It also doesn’t help that I have to see my tormentor every day, since, much like oxygen, she is unavoidable.
It hurts to be around her, yet there is no greater pain than not being around her.
“Eva, I am not kissing you.”
“But you want to. I know you do.”
Her words were the beginning of my downfall. Because I did fucking want to. But limiting myself to just wanting to would have been better.
Because then, I could have just lived with wanting to kiss a girl that I had watched grow into a woman. Not that this would have made me feel any less guilty. But wanting to kiss her would have been better than what I did next.
I kissed her.
She was eighteen. Yet, my desire for her was unbearable. Like a dog with a bone, I jumped at the slightest opportunity to taste her. One fucking kiss and here I am years later, unable to fill up the indentation of that moment.
I clear my throat as I glimpse her off in the distance, her camera around her neck and her thick glasses perched on the tip of her nose. Her pitch-black hair twisted to resemble a doughnut on her head, her baggy black cargo pants, and her strappy lemon-green crop top.
I occupy my mind with the task of adjusting my suit as each of her steps brings her closer to me. Perhaps I am nervous. An emotion that only Eva has been capable of evoking in me without even trying.
I struggle not to fidget and scowl while glancing at the vibrant yellow garden around her studio. It stands in stark contrast to the impending darkness I feel within. Just like she is a contrast to that part of me.
She is pure. Something about her always makes the world feel a lot better, the damn sun shine brighter, and even the fucking wind feel more soothing on the skin.
An angel. My angel… No, no, she is just an angel. Not mine. So innocent, but yet so devious. An innocent sinner. She reminds me of Eden, of Paradise, but I am afraid I am already a man doomed for hell.
This will be harder than I had envisioned. It’s meant to be a talk. A quick talk.
“You look like you will hate this session,” her voice is like a soothing balm, her smile like toppings on ice cream, “You didn’t have to agree to it,” she stops before me. So dainty and crushable that I want to wrap a fragile label all over her.
“Hmm,” is all I say, and the fact that I am known not to be much of a talker is good in this case since, around Eva, I am mostly fucking lost for words.
“Hmm?” She snorts dryly, “Want to get on with it then? I take it you have zero seconds to waste.” She is not far from the truth. The longer I stay around her, the hazier the lines begin to look.
The pattern of torture has always been the same. I want to be near her, but I need to fucking maintain some distance between us. I have so much I want to say, but I also have to keep quiet around her so I don’t utter things I can never be heard speaking. It’s amazing how my tongue feels numb when I see her—not out of cowardice, but because I am mesmerized.
“My studio is behind you,” she points with her chin and I slant, giving her access to the door, “For the record, I wanted my father,” she chews the inside of her mouth. “He, at least, never looks like I am holding a gun to his head when I ask him to be my model,” she takes a step towards the door, “And I didn’t even ask you,” she spins, the proximity too fucking close and I do us both a good.
I step back.
She didn’t ask and everyone was surprised I had, in fact, offered. Her father didn’t give much thought to it. But Vittoria, her stepmother, that conniving matchmaker… well, she seemed pleased by the idea. The truth is, I offered because I needed Eva’s attention for a quick while, and I wanted it to be just the both of us.
They might have misinterpreted it as me coming around to accepting what Emanuele has tagged as inevitable, which is me getting married to her in order to become part of the Teso clan. I wonder what he would think of me and my fucking honor that he keeps babbling about if he knew that I kissed her on her eighteenth birthday.
“After you,” I take another unnecessary step back.
“He can talk,” she laughs softly, but as she reaches to push the door open, I step forward and help her with that. Old habits die hard, “I can open my door, Fabio,” she professes, and I nod, not budging. I want to hold it for her and she is going to fucking let me.
She swings her head from side to side as if considering it, then walks in. That’s more like it.
It was difficult to get a moment alone with her. If I am not working around the clock to get things running, I am with her father or with all three of them: him, Vittoria, and Eva. I need time with her to do what I am about to do.
I step into the monochrome space. White walls, black furniture, black equipment, and emotion-strapping white and black pictures taken by her plastered on the walls. I would never understand her inspiration behind this choice of art. Not the photography but the implementation of the art itself. Considering her effervescent personality, I would think she would choose to capture bright colors and rainbows.
She drags a stool and slaps the top of it. “Sit,” she leaves to start assembling lights and other things she thinks she will be needing.
There is no fucking way I am sitting and playing model. I am here to talk and leave. As quickly as possible.
“Eva,” one hand goes into the pocket of my dress pants, but she seems to be ignoring me, dragging as many lights as she can with her. I step forward to help her but the spears from her eyes as she glares at me force my hands into my pockets.
“We are taking pictures, right?” She lets go, stands upright, and rests both hands on her waist.
“To talk,” I clear my throat.
“Now you want to talk?” She lifts both eyebrows, an expression that brings her father to mind in a whiplash.
“We have both been busy.” Or I have been avoiding her. Talking generally is stressful, talking with Eva is close to having a seizure.
“I don’t want to talk.” She skirts me and heads around to the corner, where her laptop, a desk, and a couch are set up. The pencils, stick notes, fountain pen, and a mint green pen holder on the desk are the only items of color in the room.
“But we have to,” I am inching towards her, and when I realize my mistake, I walk to the stool.
She sets her camera down on the desk and I relax a little. I never know what to expect when she is holding that weapon that brings all my insecurities to the surface.
“Humor me,” she turns to face me, arms folding across her chest. A miracle, to say the least, since it’s keeping that view concealed. My mind is fucking filth.
“Did you…” I pause, thinking of the best possible way to ask this question without ticking her, “Did you tell your father about it?” I gulp, waiting for her to understand, but when she squints her electrifying tidal blue eyes, I can tell she has no clue what I am insinuating.
“It being?” She lets out a breath that tells me she is tired of trying to be difficult. I was waiting for it. Her span of being difficult is short.
“The kiss,” I grind out.
“What kiss?” She contorts her face, then lets it fall, then her eyes shut for a quick bit, and then they open, “You are joking, right?”
“No.” I am not. I never look or sound like it because I possess not one jesting vein in me.
“That kiss?” She scoffs. I am relieved that she thinks of it as nothing now. I can imagine she has had more, perhaps better, experiences with boys her age, and that, although mine was her first, it has no place in the grand scheme of kisses.
However, I also want to shoot anybody who has ever come that close to her.
“That kiss,” I confirm.
“That was years ago, and you are asking now?”
“Did you tell him?”
“Why would I?” She lifts both shoulders. “Did it happen?” She stands, and I grit my teeth.
“Eva…”
“You act like it never happened,” she intersects, “I could have been tricked by your actions into believing I dreamed about it,” she stands and circles the desk to plop on the couch behind it. “We can keep it at that, can we not?” she takes off her glasses and drops them carefully on the desk.
I nod once. “That we can do.”
She gets up and moves a bit too hastily, almost tipping over the items on her desk. “That would be convenient for you, wouldn’t it?” she asks, stomping out from behind the desk and dashing toward me through the light stands and other props she brought out for the never-to-take photo session. “Acting like you never wanted to kiss me.”
I bite down my tongue because now it wants to speak. It wants to tell her how fucking much I had wanted that kiss and how it had felt like a defibrillator, waking me up from a life of gloom. But that she will not be hearing from me.
“I have always done my damn best to keep away from you and show restraint where you are concerned, Eva,” this truth she can hear me say. A glimpse of the truth. A snippet of my hell. The torture I have to go through every fucking day, perhaps for the rest of my life, depending on what her choice is.
“That makes the both of us,” she swallows, and I am not sure what to make of that.
“I will do you a favor,” I lock eyes with her so she knows that I mean what’s about to come out of my mouth, but I feel like the blood in my veins runs hot from her proximity, her eyes, her body. “You don’t have to do this.”
“I don’t have to do what?” She folds her hands across her chest again, lifts her chin, and glares at me through lengthy, encasing obsidian lashes.
“You don’t have to marry me,” I stand, a mistake that I can’t undo because of how clumsy it will make me appear and I value Eva’s judgment of my person a little too much than is considered healthy.
“It’s not up to me.”
“It is…”
“Did you not hear my father?” She throws her hands in my face. “Did he sound like he is going to ever change his mind?”
“I am telling you, you can choose differently,” I am fucked because I both want to be chosen and not be fucking chosen. I take a moment to breathe her in and say, “I won’t do anything to you.” She smells like life, fuck. “I will keep my distance until after the marriage, that might not even happen if you so much as say the words.”
She flutters her lashes, scoffs, and takes a step back, “What do you mean?”
I don’t have to close the distance, but I do. I do not have to touch her face to explain myself, but my hand goes up of its own accord. It’s like every part of me functions independently when she is concerned.
“Eva,” the pad of my fingers brushes her porcelain skin, a little stroke from her cheek to her cheekbone, and she shudders out a breath, “You can marry whomever you want,” and I am making it difficult for both her and me by not keeping my fucking hands to myself, “I will disappear and never show my face again if that is what you want. If that will make you happy. If it means you get to have the life of your dreams.”
I tilt my strokes to brush a wandering strand of her hair behind her ear, then brush the ear with my thumb and index finger, relishing her irregular breathing. It mirrors my heartbeat being this fucking close to her and touching her this way.
“I will go against your father’s desire, all you have to do is say the word, Eva,” I grit, wishing I could clip my tongue for that slip.
She steps forward, her body subtly plastered to mine and my body singing songs of arousal. She tilts her head, straining as she throws it back to hold my gaze.
“Go to hell,” she grips my hand and rips it off her face.
It is exactly the place she and her father will send me to when they find out about my secret, I think bitterly. She deserves better and better is nowhere near me.
I tip my head, understanding that I have been given a direct order.
Fair enough.
Chapter 2
Eva
Epic declaration of nothing.
He is telling me that he would vanish from the face of the earth, and I have no doubt that he could, but for what reason?
He would much rather disappear, acting as though he is letting me make the choice.
We are looking into each other’s eyes, and I’m waiting for the unlikely possibility that he may back away.
“What am I supposed to do with that?” I drop my hands on my waist.
My body, my heart, my mind, my everything spring alive at the scent of him. Being this close to each other is as exhausting as it is exhilarating.
“Whatever you wish to do with it,” he maintains his expression void, but it is not his face that is my tell-tale, it is his eyes. Those rich green orbs disclose all that he tries to repress. And right now, they are telling me he cares about something. I am not sure what, though.
“Being forced to marry me must be horrible for you, isn’t it?”
“Eva, I didn’t mean…”
“You had to say it this way so as not to hurt little Eva’s fragile heart,” I puff my words out, enunciating all the way as if it will balm the sore spot his rejection has punched in my heart, “But I have good news for you.”
More like lies. Anything to make me feel like I am not groveling at his feet, waiting to be chosen by him. I have never known Fabio to take a step back when he wants something. He always has a way of making things work. If he is indecisive about this, about me, about us, if there is an us, then it only means one thing.
He does not want any of it. He doesn’t want me.
“You have it all wrong,” he grits, his jawline turning razor-sharp. It surely doesn’t help that he is what dream men are made of. It doesn’t help that his beauty smites and keeps one smitten for life. From hair to dress shoes, “I am not…” I lift a finger and he nods, grinding his teeth.
“I don’t care for anything you have to say,” I shrug. I have had my fair share of rejection this morning and I will not stand here for more, “I don’t care about the marriage and now seems like the best time to let you know I have a boyfriend.”
Aha!
His eyes. My tell-tale. He doesn’t like this information. And I get what I needed from the way his eyes fold and open gently to hinder the slipping of emotions behind them.
“Hmm,” he scoffs. I was expecting that one. His go-to answer for all things Eva.
“Yes, hmm,” I step away so the truth behind my own eyes does not call my bluff. I don’t have a boyfriend. I have never even thought about having one.
I have felt… satisfied with my life. Like I had everything I needed. Everyone I needed. But now they are forcing my hand to lie. Lie and pretend to be the typical college girl who is somehow mixed up with some… God, I hate this.
I strut to my desk and tap on it, my other hand stuffed halfway into the back pocket of my pants.
“Who is he?” He gruffs.
“A human,” I shrug.
“Does he have a name?” He is moving, coming closer to me and my heart is spinning, making me dizzy.
“He does have a name,” I puff, keeping my tone light-hearted.
“What is his name?” I could have guessed his next question.
“It’s Nunya.”
“Nunya?”
“Nunyabusiness,” I drop my head to the side to smile at him as he stops behind me. If I can lean in, just a little, not so much, just… I take pull head back, pushing down the urge.
“What does he do? How did you meet him? Who’s his family? Do you have a picture of him?” He prances to one wall to stare at a picture of a model I had taken recently. He is shirtless, holding a surfboard and smiling at the camera like it’s a wave, “Is that him?” He flips to face me. Is that jealousy I hear, or is he just being the overprotective Fabio I have always known him to be? “Answer me, Eva,” he growls.
“Why should I?” I strut carelessly to the armchair behind my desk and throw myself on it.
“Because it is important that I know,” he grits back at me, placing both hands flat on my desk.
I sit upright, squaring him up, “Why?”
“I need to know if he is worthy of you.”
“Worthy of me?” If the air wasn’t charged with both fervor and annoyance, I would have laughed so hard.
“Is he?” He bites out.
“That is yet to be seen, and why should I worry about it whatsoever anyway?” I pick up my camera, “Love doesn’t need any of that. We are young and in love,” I take hold of my camera and begin to fidget by adjusting the lens back and forth.
“I will find him,” he stands straight and takes one step back, then another. He breaks off the stare as he gets to the door, spinning and plucking himself out of my studio.
Good luck with finding the mystery man.
It appears that we will both be searching for my boyfriend.
I puff, drop my camera gently on the desk, put my glasses back on, and sink into my seat.
When he agreed to be my model, I should have known it was a trick. Fabio would never let me take pictures of him. I was eager, I was a little over the moon but a part of me knew there was something else to it.
He couldn’t even pretend and let me get one shot before coming clean.
I hate it.
I sulk, wishing Vittoria was here. She always knows what to say…
“You can do better kiddo,” at the sound of Salvatore’s voice, my heart drops to my stomach. I am one thought away from bolting, but he lifts a pistol and swings it in the air recklessly. “Kill the thought,” he snaps, as if reading my mind, and then scowls at my studio. It is good to see his hatred for my art is ever-blazing.
“Salvatore?” It is him. I know this. It’s obvious. But I cannot stop myself from wondering how he is here, in the estate. I can see he came in through the window but how did he get past the security at the back and front gate?
“In the flesh,” he smirks, “You don’t look too happy to see me,” he strides to the stool I had kept for Fabio and sits on it, “That makes two of us,” he scratches his stubble.
There is something being evil does to someone. It’s like it comes with its own makeup to rebrand a person. His curls have lost their sheen. His eyes and cheeks are sunken. His cheekbones are more acute. His collarbone almost tearing out of his skin.
I have always known he had it in him to be ruthless but to betray his family and take sides with the same man who murdered his mother, fought his father tirelessly for years, and threatened his family? That is a different level of ruthlessness.
“What are you doing here?” My eyes drift from his face to the gun in one hand and an envelope in the other.
“We will get to that, but first,” he stands and goes to the door, “I have a question for you, kiddo,” he locks the door and walks back to sit on the stool. He has always been the one to not care about his appearance, but he seems to have made an effort today. By this, I mean his white T-shirt is white and his blue jeans look bright.
“Stop calling me that,” I clip, trying for bravery because it looks like he does not wish to use the gun if I don’t give him a reason to. But I won’t put anything past him. If he can try to kill his father, our father, I don’t see why killing me will be any problem for him.
“I am in the mood to be a good big brother, and to make sure you don’t make mistakes,” he rests one hand, the one holding the gun, on his lap, “Tell me, how is it that you like that guy?”
I am trying to understand what he is asking.
“Fabio,” he throws hastily, “How can you even like him?”
“What gave you that impression?”
“It’s all over you,” he swings the gun up and down at me, “You were sulking, and I could give you some tips but that would go against my own plans.”
“Thank you but I can only imagine the kind of advice you would give me,” I gulp.
“I know you might not agree with me, but I want what’s best for you,” he stands, “You are my little sister.”
“You could have fooled me,” I pick up my glasses and put them back on with trembling fingers. I have seen guns before, but I have never liked them—let alone one in Salvatore’s hand aimed directly at me.
“Eva,” he grits and stalks to stand in front of my desk, “Let me do the talking, we can fight when all of this is over.”
“Over to you then,” I try to look at the bright side, but I can’t see any in this situation.
He drops the envelope on the desk, dragging his free hand through his hair, down his face, and then lingers to scratch his stubble. He digs his hand into his back pocket, brings out a cellphone, and tosses it on my desk.
“You could have at least shaved,” I grumble.
“Shut up,” he bites out. He looks like a shadowed version of our father.
“Just saying,” I fold my arms across my chest to help apply pressure on my pouncing heart.
“I said shut up,” he barks and I clamp my lips in a whimper, “I did not come here to have you bug me,” he uses the tip of the gun to slide the envelope towards me, “I have good news,” he smiles but it doesn’t leave his lips. “I am now the new head of the Bratva,” he blows out air like he is living a dream come true.
“Do you even hear yourself?”
“Yes, and the last time I said something, it was that you should shut the fuck up,” he flicks the gun at the envelope, “Pick it up,” he nudges.
I reach for it hesitantly, unsure of what it might be. It can be a letter bomb. My hand halts, hovering above the envelope.
“Chill, Eva. It’s an invitation. I made sure Boris never made any attempt on you when he was alive and that should mean something,” he strides back to the stool and sits.
Boris, the man who waged war against my father and sent his daughter Nina to woo, with triumphant success, my brother into joining their side. All of which came to an end when Salvatore messed with Vittoria, his arranged fiancée. Now my father’s wife, our stepmom.
“Thank you,” I reach for the envelope. If it is thanks he needs, I will give them. Anything to make him deliver his message and leave.
“You are welcome. Now, open it.” I pick up the cream and brown envelope and open it, only stopping briefly to admire its maze-like design. “I don’t have all day,” he bites out his irritation and I hurry to pull out a card from inside it.
I adjust my glasses and read it.
He is getting married?
My head shoots up, and he gives a mocking bow, “You are invited,” he stands, “Now, I would love for you to be there without being forced. You know, show up happy and support your big brother as you should.”
If I am getting him correctly, I will be there either of my own or through coercion.
“I don’t…”
“You don’t have a choice, kiddo, in case what I said earlier wasn’t clear enough,” he strides to the window that he came in through. “It’s my wedding and you are the only family member I find less irritating and want to see there.”
“I see,” I whisper to myself.
“Until we meet again. You can reach me and Nina through that phone. It’s a burner and it has our numbers saved on it. I know you miss me, big brother to the rescue,” he has lost his mind. “And Eva, you are young and beautiful, for fuck’s sake, leave that old dude the hell alone, focus on…” he darts his dark eyes around my studio and then shakes his head, “Just focus on something,” he makes an expression of irritation. He climbs onto the window and I am not foolish enough to scream because I know he means business with that gun.
I watch him as he sits at the window, and a part of me wants to reach out to the brother I never really had. The brother I could have had. I cannot say when or how it went bad, but it did and it never got better again.
“I know you are itching to go tell Father, so,” he jumps to the other side and pokes his head, “go ahead then,” he flicks his gun at me and then disappears.
I don’t even let his exit cool off, I push off my seat and scurry with staggering heartbeats outside my studio, heading for papa’s office.
I walk to the main building, clutching the burner phone and invitation to my chest, my heartbeat ricocheting in my ears, my vision hazy from tears mounding because of the panic jamming in my stomach.
“Eva,” my father’s strong arm catches me by the waist and plasters my quivering body to his, his buff frame enclosing me, “Hey, love,” he clamps his arms around me, and the longer I inhale his familiar, comforting scent, and see his wave of gray hair and beard, the more my heartbeat slows down.
He and Fabio are standing a little distance from the main door, but I hadn’t noticed them.
“He came,” I gulp more air and untangle gently from his embrace, “Salvatore.” I stretch the burner phone and invitation to him. The sound of Salvatore’s name makes him slit his onyx eyes, a shadow of guilt and pain masking his expression like the dark button-up shirt and slacks he is wearing. He reads the invitation and puts the phone into his pocket.
“Where is he?” Fabio asks, his demeanor changing to menacing and his eyes darting like that of a predator.
“He left through the window of my studio,” I point at nothing over my shoulder. “He is getting…” I point at the invitation, but my father is already on it.
“It’s okay,” he grinds, hugging me. “I will take it from here. You are safe, love,” he says, giving me a reassuring peck in my hair. “Fabio will be your bodyguard until I put a stop to this.”
I want to protest that the last person I want following me around is Fabio, but I bite my tongue. While this will be hard on me, I can sense from the change of his energy after my father’s declaration that this will be much harder on him.
The fire crackles, whispering its own secret language and producing smoke that wafts through the air. It creates a woodsy scent that tickles against my nostrils and leaves a dry taste on my tongue. Besides the fireplace stand two metal poles for the sole purpose of sifting the hot charcoal.
Not that I’ve actually used them myself…
Streaks of sunlight slice through the expansive windows and bounce off the gold lettering etched across the spine of leather-bound novels that line the shelves. The library is mainly for show, but every now and then, I choose one to read. A man should never be too busy to enjoy literature.
My fingers curl around the wooden horse in my hand when a knock sounds across the office. It’s a firm thud that travels through the oak door, whipping my attention.
I act cool and raise an eyebrow at Mario, sitting in front of me, and his dark eyes widen in surprise.
“I thought my schedule was clear today,” I say, and place the knight onto the chessboard.
It’s rare for me to get visitors, especially during the day.
After the chess session, I plan to take a much-needed visit to one of our nightclubs downtown to check our revenue from last month. Our sales have spiked for some reason, and while I’m pleased, I need to restructure for the longevity of the club.
Mario gulps.“I’ll check who it is.”
I lean back into the high-back leather chair as he scuttles towards the door. His promptness and dedication is the main reason why he’s been my trusted right-hand man for the last decade.
I gaze at the chessboard made from glass. Mario is a dreadful chess player. If I calculate correctly, I’m already two moves away from checkmate, and he’s only moved one piece.
Mario’s hand grips tightly around the golden doorknob and pulls it open, allowing the door to swing open. One of the guards is standing behind the door with sweat dripping down his forehead.
Did he run upstairs? If so, why?
“Good morning, sir,” the guard bows.
His black uniform clings against his giant frame, the collar pressing against his broad shoulders.
“What is it?” I ask, ignoring the formalities.
“There’s a woman downstairs who wants to see you. She says she wants to discuss important business regarding her late husband, Darius Williams,” the guard says.
Darius Williams? He was one of the richest entrepreneurs in New York and the leading competitor of all the private clubs in Downtown Manhattan until he passed away last month. His wife publicly mourned his death. However, like me, most of my family, the Serano’s, strongly believe that his passing was no accident.
Mario turns towards me. “Should he send her away, or…?”
“No. Bring her up,” I say, and clasp my hands together, “I’m curious to hear what business she has to offer.”
The guard nods and heads down the hall. Mario shuts the door and returns to the table, his black loafers tapping against the wooden floor.
“Do you have unfinished business with Mr. Williams?” Mario asks.
He rearranges the chess pieces into their correct order and picks up the chessboard, placing it into the side drawer of my office table. Pulling out a tablecloth, he dusts off the table.
“None that I’m aware of,” I say, as Mario wipes the table clean, “I’ve only met him once, as far as I recall. He was too honorable for the business he was leading.”
Another knock sounds at the door.
“That must be her,” Mario says, and places the table cloth into the drawer.
He marches to the door and opens it. A middle-aged woman stands on the other side, staring straight at me. She’s short but exudes elegance from head to toe, owning the space without even stepping inside. The woman struts into the room with her black stilettos and a purple cashmere shawl draped over her black, knee-length dress.
“Well, hello,Mr. Serano,” she says, with a coy smile.
Mrs. Williams clutches her oversized purse as she walks past the white sofa perching on the silk rug.
She looks good for her age – that I can admit. She hardly has any wrinkles, and obviously lives a life of luxury.
With a slim figure and glossy red hair, she’d still be able to attract a few men, especially now as a deceased billionaire’s wife. Unfortunately for her, she’s far from being close to my type.
“Hello, Mrs. Williams. How may I assist you?” I say rather formally, and clasp my hands in front of me.
“Oh, please, call me Barbara,” she says coyly, and sits on the stool in front of the office table, “I’m sure you’re surprised by my visit.”
“Extremely,” I say, and squint at her, “I’m assuming there’s something you want.”
“Well, first, I have to congratulate you on your recent induction as Head of the Serano family,” Barbara smiles, flashing a pristine set of whitened teeth, “You know, your father and Darius had a long history.”
“I’m well aware.” I clench my jaw. “Did you just come here to exchange pleasantries, or is there something I can help you with?”
“Cutting right to the chase… No,” Barbara says, and the smile falls from her face, “I’m here because I need your assistance in… taking someone out of this world… discreetly, of course. I hear you and your family are very skilled in that department.”
A dry chuckle escapes my lips. “Oh, is that so?”
“Well… You have quite a reputation. And not only for your handsome men and Italian charm. You’re a house with many talents, and I would like your… assistance.”
She bends forward and picks up her purse. Zipping it open, she whips out a brown folder and hands it to me. I quirk a brow in suspicion as I open the folder and slip out a photograph.
“Who is this?” I say, and peer at the picture.
It’s a full-length image of a young woman. She’s stunning – curves in all the right places and a sizeable bust. Her eyes seem to be looking straight into my tainted soul. Even in her faded blue jeans and casual grey top, she draws my attention. Her dirty blonde hair is tied in a high ponytail. I feel a stirring in my pants as I wonder how her hair would look loose behind her naked body with her back arching in the air.
Mmmm.
I cross my legs and shake my head. Now isn’t the time to get carried away. But I can’t stop my eyes from staring at her slim frame. Her tiny shoulders look easy to grip on to, and those wide hips would do wonders in my playroom. I can already envision her ocean blue eyes rolling to the back of her head as I thrust my cock into her.
Wow.
I can’t deny it.
She’s beautiful.
Not just the standard kind of beauty I fuck on the weekends or the escorts I hire during my late-night urges.
No.
She has an innocent, raw, and natural kind of beauty. She’s exactly my type, and I want her.
No. I need her.
“This is Darius’s so-called daughter,” Barbara scoffs, “He had her out of wedlock before we got married. Even though he’d never met her, he wanted her to carry on his legacy. Left his business to her in his will. Of course, I can’t allow that to happen. A stranger barging into our lives, into our world, bringing down everything my husband fought so hard to build.”
“So, you want me to kill her so that you can obtain her portion of the inheritance. But surely his dying wish was to leave her his business – hence the will?” I ask, and trail a finger around the corner of the photograph.
“Oh that,” she laughs, as though it’s a mere detail. “That was merely a weakness on his part. He was an ill man with a heavy conscience – he couldn’t have been thinking straight when he made the changes. I was by his side when he was building his empire. And I will not allow a one-night stand to take everything Darius and I made together. Of course,” Barbara says, leaning forward as she places one elegant hand above mine, “You will be highly rewarded.”
My eyes widen as Barbara nibbles her lip and stares at me.
Great, now she’s hitting on me.
She may be hot for her age, but Barbara is old enough to be my mother. Even if I was desperate and horny, I wouldn’t sleep with a woman like her. I know all about her kind. Money-grabbing, relentless, merciless. Maybe she reminds me of myself in some aspects. I always get what I want, no matter what the price.
I stifle a grin. “Unless you’re compensating me in the form of money, I’m going to have to decline.”
Barbara’s face falls. She snatches her hand away, and her cheeks flush as she clears her throat.
“Yes, of course,” she says, “In exchange for this favor, your men can work at Delirium downtown. They’ll be responsible for all the security. Who goes in, who goes out. Everything…”
“Delirium,” I say, and my eyes widen, “That’s one of Mr. William’s exclusive private clubs. I heard he made a million during opening week.”
Barbara grins. “Correct. I’m sure your guys will enjoy the extra bit of cash. All you have to do is make sure that by tomorrow night, this young lady is dead.”
I gaze at the picture again.
The delicate hands. The snow-white skin. The wide grin.
I glance down at her bust. It looks firm, even underneath the loose top that conceals it. I slide my tongue against my teeth and wonder how her nipples will taste if I slide my tongue over them.
Mmmm.
I squeeze my hand into a fist to stop my erection from growing harder. If a picture has this much effect on me, I wonder how I’ll control myself in front of the real deal.
I have to make her mine.
I glance up at Barbara. Her wish will be granted. In a way. “We have a deal. I’ll ask Mario to arrange the paperwork.”
* * *
Jennifer
Jazz music bounces off the high walls of the auction house.
Propping my elbows onto the table counter, I monitor the front door and try not to take a nap even though I’m beyond exhausted. Last night, a rat sprinted underneath my bed, and I spent the entire night trying to catch it. There’s nothing more annoying than tiny little creatures that can scuttle away at the speed of light. Pest control charges a fortune in this city, and I’m already wasting money on my minuscule New York apartment.
To be fair, it’s a lot better than living in Sweet Home, Alabama, but I love the affordability and serenity of the countryside. People are a lot more laid back and kinder in the South. There’s a sense of togetherness that bonds everyone. New York, on the other hand, is filled with people ready to kill you to get what they want. Literally, a guy almost pushed me in front of a car to steal my taxi the other day — crazy bastards.
My eyes are already heavy with sleep, and I can barely manage to blink them open. Shaking my head, I lean forward to grab my steaming hot cup of coffee. I can’t allow my boss to catch me sleeping. I’m already on thin ice after breaking an antique mirror from Egypt last week. It’s going to take me ages to pay it off with my current salary. That’s what happens when you’re a clumsy idiot.
I glance at my cellphone. It’s almost six o’clock.
Almost time to leave.
I stand up and begin packing my bag. If I leave now, I’ll be able to catch the six-fifteen train instead of sitting for an hour on the subway. That leaves more than enough time to grab some Ramen before I collapse into bed.
But before I can daydream about another lonely night, I hear a knock, and my door starts to open.
“Hello?” I try not to sigh as I plaster a tight smile across my face.
Seriously? Couldn’t they have popped in an hour ago, or even tomorrow?
Oxford black shoes tap into view, scraping against the linoleum marble tiles. The shoes are sleek and glisten under the bright fluorescent lights. My eyes trail up the grey slacks and land on a fitted white shirt pressed against the broad chest of a well-proportioned man.
Wow.
His arms bulge slightly, and I can see his biceps popping, even through his shirt.
“Hello.”
His deep voice beckons me. I gaze upwards and, oh God, I try not to swoon at his full, pink lips. They pull my attention, and thoughts of what they could do to my body flit across my mind. He has a razor-sharp jawline with stubble and deep dark eyes that match his dark hair. What is this Greek God doing in my office?
I clear my throat. “Hello, I’m sorry, was I expecting you for an appraisal? Are you interested in purchasing an antique?”
The man smirks and glances directly at my chest, which is slightly exposed in my low v-neck dress.
Okay, rude.
While he may be attractive, that isn’t enough for me to side pass on disrespectful behavior. I pick up my agenda and whip it under my chin, disrupting his line of vision.
He shakes his head and gazes back at my face.
“No, we didn’t have an appointment, miss. I’m… Let’s say, an impulsive buyer. I’m looking for this,” the man smiles, and pulls an iPhone out of his pocket.
He turns the screen towards me. An image of a golden necklace with an emerald scorpion stands in the center. It’s an eighteenth-century model and looks slightly familiar.
Hmmm. I’ve definitely seen this before.
I whip open the catalog and page towards the end.
“There it is,” I say, and point at an identical model of the image, “It’s in the back room. I can take you there if you’re interested in seeing it.”
I glance at the clock and see that it’s two minutes to six.
Please say no, please say no, please say-
“Yes. I’d like that,” the man replies with a curt nod.
My shoulders sink. I try to maintain my smile as I walk around my desk and lead him through the corridors of the auction house. We stroll past walls of ancient paintings, medieval artifacts, and several rare finds displayed across the room.
“My name is Jennifer, by the way. Jennifer Lace,” I say, and turn back to him, “And you are…?”
He quirks a brow as he glances down at me. I feel tiny in his presence – he must be at least six feet tall.
“Sir is fine,” he says, and avoids my gaze as he looks around the building.
“Okay…” Usually, rich clients are the weirdest kind, and this one, in particular, has the “rough-tough, I take everything I want” vibe. So there’s no point in arguing.
We stop at the back of the auction house, and I press the keypad to unlock the door. The room is dark and slightly dusty, and we usually house our oldest and most expensive items here. The man brushes his arm against mine as he stands beside me, and a wave of electricity sizzles through me.
Woah.
Goosebumps race up my arm, leaving a memory of his touch. We lock eyes for a moment, and I see a reflection of myself in his dark orbs. I look flushed, and my cheeks are rosy. Man, he might be extremely handsome, but it was just a small touch. Looks like I’ve been on my own for way too long…
I step to the side to allow him to pass. “You can go first… sir.”
The man smirks.
He shakes his head. “Ladies first.”
“Uh, okay,” I say, and continue forward.
I feel his eyes piercing my back as I walk beside a glass cabinet displaying a row of jewelry. I trail a finger above it as we saunter past, gazing at the vintage jewels inside. We halt at the end of the row, and there stands the magnificent necklace.
It’s even more stunning in reality, and the green center shines brightly.
“Here it is,” I say, and wave my hand toward it, “The eighteenth-century green scorpion.”
He leans down to take a look at it.
His dark eyes widen in surprise. “It’s gorgeous.”
“Yes, it’s definitely one of our best pieces,” I say, “It’s pure gold, and the emerald in the center is over 100 carats and is one of the largest set emeralds in the world. This necklace was crafted during the 16th century for an Indian princess from her suitor.Unfortunately, he died before they could marry. She remained faithful to his memory and never married but wore the necklace every day until she died.It’s a very valuable and highly sought after piece. We’ve had several inquiries already.”
“Wow, you really know a lot about this stuff,” he adds with a dry chuckle.
“I kind of have to,” I say, “It’s my job. But I’ve always loved historical items. I majored in History and found that when you match each item to a story, it comes alive. This just isn’t a valuable necklace – to me, it’s a symbol of eternal love,a love that never dies – no matter what. And, that, to me, is beautiful.”
I stare at the necklace and rub my fingers across the glass. When I glance back up, I find him staring at me with a look of awe.
My cheeks heat up. “Sorry. I’m an antique geek…”
He smiles softly. “Don’t apologize. That was… impressive. A lot of people scorn history like it’s something dead and finished. That’s a sad story, though. Remaining faithful to one person through life and even after death – is that kind of love even possible?”
I blush again. “Maybe you’re right.”
His eyes trail to my lips and then down to my bust as he twists a ring around his thumb.
Seriously? Can’t he look at my face for at least more than five seconds?
He might be insanely attractive, but I don’t feel comfortable around him. I can sense he’s trouble, and I want nothing to do with that. What I want is my peace of mind – a simple life.
“Anyway,” I chirp in, in an attempt to grab his attention, “The piece costs ten million dollars. Would you like it securely shipped or hand-delivered?”
“Oh, no, I just wanted to inspect it up close. An acquaintance of mine asked me to check it out,” he says.
My mouth drops. “You were just checking it out?”
Did I miss my train for this? Unbelievable…
“Apologies if I wasted your time,” he says, but his eyes dance with laughter.
He definitely isn’t sorry. In fact, it seems as he’s enjoying my frustration.
I press my lips into a thin line. “Well, since you had a nice time, ‘checking it out,’ I think we should go back to the front desk. I need to close up.”
“Okay. I just have to do one more thing,” he adds.
His eyes darken as he grabs my waist and places his lips on mine.
“I think she’s ok,” I say, my voice tight. “I’m going to fucking kill them all.”
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The chill that grips the air does nothing to quell the fire within me as I gaze at Sara. Her trembling, the fear mingling with an unmistakable spark of desire in her eyes, stirs something primal in me. Does she understand the gravity of my words? The lengths to which I would go for her? The very thought sends a surge of both power and trepidation through my veins. It’s a madness, this depth of feeling, but it’s mine to embrace.
My world has been one of control, power, and cold calculations. Yet, her vulnerability in the face of last night’s terror with Lorenzo has cracked something open in me. The instinct to protect, to possess, has always been there, but with Sara, it’s different. It’s a need that courses through me, fierce and unyielding.
I reach out, my hand gently guiding her face towards mine, I’m acutely aware of every nuance of her reaction. The slight hitch in her breath, the softening of her body—she’s an open book to me, and it’s intoxicating. The moment my lips meet hers, the world narrows down to the heat of her mouth, the sweet surrender in her kiss. It’s a confirmation of everything I’ve dared to hope for.
Pulling back, I search her face, looking for any sign of resistance, any trace of reluctance. But there’s none. When she wraps her arms around my neck, returning my kiss with a hunger that matches my own, a growl of satisfaction rises from deep within me. “That’s my girl,” I rasp, the words heavy with promise and possession. “You’re mine now, Sara.”
Her submission is a heady drug, and as I claim her lips again, the world falls away. I’m dimly aware of the risks I’m taking. Yet, in this moment, nothing matters but the heat between us, the fierce promise in my heart to protect her, to make her mine in every way that counts.
I can’t believe this is happening. Sara’s in my arms, her body pressed against mine, and I’m losing myself in the taste of her lips. I’ve wanted her for so long, and now she’s here, giving herself to me willingly.
My hands roam her body, feeling the soft curves and the warmth of her skin. I tear off my shirt, desperate to feel her bare flesh against mine. Her pants slide down her thighs, and I tug them off, leaving her in nothing but her underwear.
I can’t get enough of her. My mouth moves to her neck, kissing and biting gently, feeling her pulse race beneath my lips. Her hands are everywhere, pulling at my hair, running down my back, and gripping my shoulders.
I love her. The thought hits me like a ton of bricks, and I realize it’s true. I’ve loved her for years, even when I tried to deny it. I need her, and I’m not going to let her go.
My hands move to her hips, pulling her closer, and I can feel her heat against me. I want to be inside her, to claim her as mine, but I know I need to take it slow. She’s a virgin, and I don’t want to hurt her.
I kiss her again, deeper this time, and she moans into my mouth. My hands move to her breasts, cupping them gently, and she arches her back, pressing herself into my touch. I can feel her nipples harden beneath my fingers, and I know she wants me as much as I want her.
I slide my hand down her stomach, feeling her muscles tense beneath my touch. I reach the edge of her underwear, and I hesitate for a moment, unsure if I should go further. But then she moans again, and I know she wants this as much as I do.
I slide my hand inside her underwear, feeling the wetness between her legs. She’s so ready for me, and I can’t wait any longer.
I hover above her, my hand planted firmly beside her head. The muscles in my arm stand out sharply, a testament to the power I possess. My bare torso is on full display, and I can feel her eyes roaming over every inch of me. I’m used to women looking at me with desire, but the way she gazes at me is different. It’s as if she’s trying to memorize every line and curve of my body.
I watch as her hands explore me, feeling no shame in her desperation to touch me. I can sense her awe at my strength, and it only fuels my desire for her. I’m gentle with her, but I can feel the potential energy practically begging to explode from the muscles just beneath my smooth skin.
Somewhere between kisses and heavy petting and grinding, we both manage to get completely naked and end up on her bed. It’s the first time she’s ever been naked in front of a man, and I can see the vulnerability in her eyes. But there’s also a fierce determination, a certainty that this is right. That I’m the man she’s supposed to give herself to.
I can feel the heat and wetness between her legs, and I know she wants me inside her. But I’m not ready to give her what she wants just yet. I want to taste her first.
“You want my cock?” I ask, parting from our kiss just long enough to rasp the words into her neck.
“Yes,” she gasps.
“You’ll get it. You’ll get all you can handle, sweetheart. But not before I taste you.”
I revel in her response, her body writhing beneath me as I continue my assault on her sensitive flesh. Her taste is intoxicating, and I can’t get enough. I want to devour her, to consume her until she’s nothing but a trembling mess in my arms.
As her orgasm subsides, I don’t let up. I keep my pace steady, my tongue relentless as I coax another wave of pleasure from her. She gasps and moans, her fingers tangling in my hair as she tries to pull me closer. I chuckle darkly, loving the way she responds to me.
I slide a finger inside her, feeling her clench around me as I curl it upward, hitting that sweet spot that makes her cry out. I add another finger, stretching her as I pump them in and out in time with my tongue. She’s so wet, so ready for me. I can feel her building toward another release, and I’m determined to make it even more intense than the last.
“Dimitri, please,” she begs, her voice ragged and desperate. “I can’t take anymore.”
But I’m not ready to stop. I want to push her to the edge, to make her scream my name as she comes apart in my arms. I increase my pace, my fingers and tongue working in tandem to drive her higher and higher.
“Please- I just… I need more…”
I don’t need to be asked twice, and my tongue continues to work on me, circling, plunging, exploring, and dragging across her folds and throbbing bud. She tenses beneath me, her body coiled like a spring as she teeters on the brink of release. I can feel her muscles clenching around my fingers, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps. And then, with a final cry, she shatters, her orgasm washing over her like a tidal wave.
I slow my movements, gently lapping at her as she comes down from her high. She’s boneless, her body limp and sated as she lies beneath me.
I can’t help but feel a sense of pride at the fact that I’m the one who brought her to this point.
But I’m not done with her yet. I want to make her cum again, to show her just how good it can be between us. I slide up her body, pressing kisses to her stomach, her breasts, her neck. She moans, her hands coming up to tangle in my hair as she pulls me closer.
“Again?” she asks, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Again,” I confirm, my voice low and husky.
I slide back down her body, my tongue tracing a path along her inner thigh. She shivers, her legs parting instinctively as she gives me access to her most sensitive spot. I lick her again, savoring the way she tastes, the way she responds to my touch.
She’s already so close, I can feel it. I slide a finger inside her, curling it upward as I flick my tongue against her clit. She cries out, her hips bucking as she grinds against me. I can feel her muscles clenching around my finger, her body tensing as she hurtles towards release.
And then she’s there, her orgasm crashing over her like a wave. She cries out my name, her body shaking as she comes apart in my arms. I keep licking her, prolonging her pleasure as she rides out the aftershocks of her orgasm.
When she finally stills, I slide up her body, pressing a gentle kiss to her lips. She’s breathing heavily, her eyes closed as she tries to catch her breath. I can feel her heart racing beneath my fingertips, and I know that I’ve done my job well.
I’m panting, my heart pounding in my chest as I plant my hands on either side of Sara’s head. I can feel the heat radiating off her body, and it’s driving me wild. I look down, seeing my cock poised at her entrance, and I swear to God, I’ve never wanted anything more in my life.
“I need you to relax for me, printsessa,” I say, my voice low and rough. I can see the apprehension in her eyes, but she nods, trusting me.
She raises her eyebrows, a hint of a smile playing on her lips. “I am very relaxed right now Dimitri.”
I chuckle, feeling some of the tension ease out of me. “Good. Because this is going to be a fucking tight fit.”
I grip myself at the base, rubbing the head of my cock against her folds. She’s so wet, so ready for me. I can feel her heat, her slickness, and it’s like a match to gasoline. I groan, feeling the pleasure shoot through me as I press myself into her opening.
At first, there’s just a stretching sensation. I can see the surprise in her eyes, the question of how something so big can fit into something so small. I push in and out, easing myself in bit by bit. I can feel her body resisting, then yielding, then welcoming me. The slight sting of her core stretching to fit me gives way to an incredible sense of connection, of knowing that right now, we’re completely absorbed into each other.
She sucks in a sharp breath and I know it’s her hymen. I groan, feeling a primal satisfaction knowing that I’m the one taking her virginity. She grips my back, her fingers digging into my muscle as I continue to push myself deeper and deeper inside her.
“You are mine Sara. You are fucking mine,” I growl, feeling the possessiveness surge through me. It seems to take forever before I’m fully inside her, but God, it feels more amazing than I ever imagined. I keep stroking her clit, and moving myself further into her, so that the initial pain will give way to pleasure.
I find a rhythm, one that has her gasping and moaning beneath me. “Dimitri- Oh my God,” she gasps, her eyes wide and filled with wonder.
“Fuck,” I groan, feeling my control slipping. “I love how sensitive you are, printsessa.”
She blushes, biting her lip to keep in her moans. I can see the worry in her eyes, the fear that someone might hear. I close my eyes, pumping myself harder into her. My grip on her hips tightens, and I increase my pace, my cock a blur of motion inside her.
She’s on the edge when I squeeze her hips almost painfully tight and groan, leaning my head back. I feel my cock pulse inside her, feel the warmth spreading between us. I’ve just come inside her, and the intimacy of it pushes her over the edge. Her core clenches around my length, squeezing me tighter, as if her body wants to milk every last drop of my cum.
I sag against her, grinning with satisfaction. I plant a quick kiss on her lips, feeling a sense of completeness that I’ve never felt before. “Holy shit,” I whisper, my voice filled with awe.
“How was that, Sara?” I ask, my voice low and husky. I can see the shock in her eyes, the way she’s struggling to find words. I can’t help but feel a sense of satisfaction, knowing I’m the one who left her speechless.
She doesn’t answer. She can’t. She’s still trying to process what just happened. I’ve never seen her like this before. It’s… intoxicating.
“If you can’t even speak,” I say, a hint of amusement in my voice, “I must have done something right.”
She’s still silent, her eyes wide. I can see the wheels turning in her head, the gears grinding as she tries to make sense of it all.
“You know, I didn’t use a condom, I wanted to feel you. All of you.” I say, very casually. I watch as the color drains from her face, her eyes widening even more.
I can see the shock turning into anger, her eyes narrowing. “You could have gotten me pregnant!” she says, her voice rising.
I chuckle. “That’s the idea,” I say, my voice low and dangerous. I can see the fear in her eyes, but there’s something else there too. Defiance. It’s… exciting.
She’s furious. She hits me on the shoulder, hard. “You can’t just do that without asking me!” She hits me again, her eyes blazing.
“You didn’t seem to mind. You’re mine now, Sara,” I say, smirking. I twist a strand of her hair around my finger, feeling her tremble beneath my touch. “Your father will finally give you to me once you get pregnant. A child will forfeit your engagement.”
She hits me again, her eyes filled with rage. “Shut up, you beast.”
“You are mine now, printsessa,” I say, leaning in close. “I ruined you for anyone else.”
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The name itself feels like a song, a sweet melody that’s stuck on repeat in my head. I’ve been in this class for twenty minutes now, sitting at the back, nursing a cold cup of coffee. My eyes keep flicking to the entrance, waiting for that flash of long brown hair and those grey eyes that hold galaxies within them.
The lecture drags on, the professor’s words bouncing off me like bullets off a tank. My mind’s elsewhere, caught up in thoughts of Sara. It’s been years since I first saw her. She was just a girl then, but she left an imprint on my soul, one that not even time could wash away.
The moment I heard of her choice of university, I knew it was fate playing its hand. Same university, same course – Business and Management. It couldn’t be a coincidence; we’re two pieces of the same puzzle destined to fit together.
The door creaks open and there she is. A breath catches in my throat as she steps inside, unaware of the predatory eyes following her every move. She’s more beautiful than I remember; all grown up and full of fire.
Her gaze scans the room and for a moment our eyes lock. My heart pounds against my ribcage like a wild beast trying to break free. The look in her eyes… It’s not recognition, but something else – curiosity maybe?
My fingers tighten around the cup as she finds a seat at the front, right under the professor’s nose. A smart move for a studious girl like her. She flips open her notebook and I can almost see the gears turning in her head.
The thought crosses my mind right then.
I’ll break every rule for this girl.
No matter what it takes, Sara will be mine. The Bratva protocols can go to hell for all I care. The ruthless man that I am, I won’t stop until she’s by my side, where she belongs.
The hum of voices and the clatter of chairs fill the room as the lecture concludes. My gaze never strays from her. From Sara. She’s deep in thought, her brow furrowed as she jots down notes. A hint of a smile tugs at the corners of my mouth. Always the diligent student.
Just then, a girl slides into the seat next to Sara, her blonde hair bobbing as she excitedly taps on Sara’s shoulder. My fists clench instinctively. Who is she? And why is she invading Sara’s space?
“Hey, I’m Martha,” the girl announces, her voice a high-pitched squeak that grates on my nerves.
Sara looks up, surprised, but quickly composes herself. “Hi, Martha,” she responds, and I feel a shiver snake its way down my spine at the sound of her voice. It’s as sweet as honey, yet holds an edge that could cut glass.
“I noticed we’re taking the same classes,” Martha continues, oblivious to my intense scrutiny from across the room. “Maybe we could study together sometime?”
Sara nods, a hint of relief in her eyes. “I’d like that,” she replies, her words echoing in my ears. They exchange phone numbers and, as soon as class is over, Martha leaves.
I’ve heard her voice now – that soft melody that matches the rhythm of my heartbeat – and it feels like I’ve been starved for it all these years without knowing it. I crave more. I want to hear her laugh, hear her cry, hear her scream out my name…
Everyone starts packing up, eager to escape the confines of the lecture hall but my gaze remains fixated on Sara as she gathers her things, her brow furrowed in concentration. I savor the sight of her, knowing that every moment I get to watch her is a gift.
A guy from our class, a jock with more brawn than brains, struts towards Sara. His cocky grin screams trouble. He stops at her desk, leaning against it in what he probably thinks is a casual pose. I grit my teeth. Who does he think he is?
Sara looks up, her eyes meeting his for a moment before they flicker away in annoyance. I can’t help but feel a rush of satisfaction at her reaction.
“Hey beautiful, can I get your number?” he asks with a sleazy grin.
Sara didn’t even look up. “No thanks,” she mutters as she continues gathering her stuff.
The guy leans in closer. “Oh, come on, don’t be like that. We could have some fun together.”
I feel my blood boil at his words. How dare he speak to her that way? My hands curl into fists under the desk.
Sara’s eyes flash with anger. She whirls around to face him. “I said no. Now fuck off before I make you regret opening your mouth,” she spits
The guy recoils in surprise and mumbles something incoherent before slinking away with his tail between his legs.
I can’t help but chuckle. Feisty. Just my type.
Sara swings her bag over her shoulder and strides out of the classroom, head held high. I quickly gather my things and follow her out.
I keep my distance as she strides down the hallway. Her bag bounces against her hip with each determined step. I can’t take my eyes off her.
She turns the corner and I quicken my pace. I see her push through the exit doors leading outside. This is my chance. I follow her out into the crisp autumn air. She’s walking briskly across the quad, her hair blowing behind her.
My heart pounds as I close the distance between us. Just before she reaches the next building, I make my move. My hand darts out and grabs her wrist. She whips around, eyes blazing.
“What the f-”
I cut her off by dragging her into the alley between the science building and the admin offices. I press her against the brick wall, caging her in with my arms.
“Let go of me!” she shouts, squirming against my grip.
“Shhh,” I whisper, leaning in close. Her eyes blaze with anger and she tries to wrench free but I press my body against hers, trapping her in place.
“I saw the way that meathead was looking at you,” I murmur, my lips grazing her ear. She flinches away in disgust but I don’t let go. “How did it make you feel, knowing you had his attention? Did it get your heart racing, even just a little?”
I slide my hand from her mouth, trailing it down her neck. Her lips peel back in a snarl.
“Let me show you how good I can make you feel,” I purr, nuzzling into her hair.
Before I can react, her knee slams up into my crotch. White hot agony explodes through my groin and I double over with a choked groan, stumbling back.
Sara wastes no time. She shoves me hard and I collapse to the ground, writhing in pain.
“Fuck off and leave me alone, you creep!” she spits, her voice dripping with contempt. She flips me off for good measure before spinning on her heel and stalking away.
A fire ignites within me, burning away the pain. No one has ever dared defy me like that. But I like it. I like her spark. It only makes me want her more.
Sara grins and takes my hand, leading me towards the elevators. I follow eagerly, anticipation building as we step into the elevator and she presses the button for the top floor.
As soon as the doors slide closed, I pull Sara into my arms, claiming her lips in a passionate kiss. She responds fervently, her fingers tangling in my hair. By the time we reach our suite, we’re both a bit breathless.
I slide the key card and usher Sara inside the luxurious room. Floor-to-ceiling windows provide a breathtaking view of the city skyline glittering below us. Sara wanders over and gazes out appreciatively.
“It’s beautiful up here,” she says.
I come up behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist. “Not as beautiful as you,” I murmur against her neck.
Sara laughs softly, twisting in my embrace to face me, her arms encircling my neck. The look in her smoldering eyes makes my pulse race with desire.
“I think you’re still wearing too many clothes, Mr. Amato,” she says teasingly.
“Well then, allow me to remedy that situation, Mrs. Amato.”
I take a moment to drink in the sight of Sara before me, her eyes dark with desire and her lips parted in anticipation. She’s so beautiful it takes my breath away. I slowly trace my fingers along the curve of her jaw, feeling her shiver beneath my touch.
With a gentle tug, I pull the zipper of her dress down, revealing the smooth expanse of her back. The fabric pools at her feet, leaving her standing in nothing but her lacy underwear. I can’t help but let out a low growl of appreciation at the sight of her.
Sara bites her lip, her eyes never leaving mine as I reach around to unclasp her bra. It falls away, leaving her breasts bare and exposed to my hungry gaze. I cup them in my hands, feeling their weight and softness. Sara gasps as I brush my thumbs over her nipples, already hard and sensitive.
I lean down to capture one of her nipples in my mouth, sucking and teasing it until she’s moaning and writhing against me. My other hand roams down her body, tracing the curve of her waist and hips before slipping into her panties.
Sara gasps as I touch her, my fingers finding her already wet and ready for me. I stroke her gently, feeling her body tremble and arch towards me. She’s so responsive, so eager for my touch, it’s intoxicating.
I scoop Sara up into my arms, carrying her over to the bed. I lay her down gently, my eyes never leaving hers as I strip off my own clothes. She watches me with a heated gaze, her chest rising and falling with each ragged breath.
I climb onto the bed, settling myself between her legs. I kiss her deeply, my tongue tangling with hers as I continue to touch her. She moans into my mouth, her hips bucking against my hand.
I slide one finger inside her, feeling her tightness and heat. Sara gasps, her nails digging into my shoulders as I begin to move my finger in and out. I add a second finger, stretching her and preparing her for what’s to come.
Sara’s moans grow louder, her body writhing beneath me as I continue my ministrations. I can feel her getting closer and closer to the edge, her muscles tensing and her breath coming in short gasps.
I pull back slightly, breaking the kiss and looking down at her. Her eyes are closed, her face flushed with pleasure.
I can feel Sara’s breath hitch as I continue to move my fingers inside her, her body writhing beneath me. She’s so close, I can feel it. But I want to make this last. I want to savor every moment of this.
Suddenly, Sara’s eyes fly open and she looks up at me with a mischievous glint in her eye. “I want to be on top,” she says, her voice low and husky.
I raise an eyebrow in surprise, but I’m more than happy to oblige. I pull my fingers out of her and roll onto my back, watching as Sara straddles me. She’s so beautiful, sitting there on top of me with her hair cascading down her back and her eyes filled with desire.
Sara reaches down and begins to unbutton my shirt, her fingers deftly working the buttons through the holes. I lift my head slightly so she can pull the shirt off over my head, revealing my bare chest.
Sara’s eyes roam over my body, taking in every inch of me. She leans down and presses her lips to my chest, kissing me slowly and deliberately. I can feel her warm breath against my skin, sending shivers down my spine.
I reach up and run my fingers through her hair, pulling her closer to me. I can feel her nipples harden against my chest as she continues to kiss me, her tongue darting out to taste my skin.
Sara’s hands begin to wander down my body, tracing the lines of my abs and chest. She reaches the waistband of my pants and begins to undo the button, her fingers deftly working the zipper down.
I lift my hips slightly so she can pull my pants off, leaving me in nothing but my boxers. Sara’s eyes widen as she takes in the sight of my erection straining against the fabric.
She leans down and presses her lips to the bulge, kissing me through the fabric. I can feel the heat of her breath against my skin, making me even harder.
Sara hooks her fingers into the waistband of my boxers and pulls them down, freeing my cock. She looks up at me with a wicked grin before taking me into her mouth.
I let out a low groan as I feel her warm, wet mouth envelop me. She begins to move her head up and down, her tongue swirling around the tip of my cock.
She’s teasing me, taking her time as she explores every inch of me with her mouth. I can feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge, but just as I’m about to cum, she pulls away.
“Sara,” I growl, my voice low and husky. “Don’t stop.”
She looks up at me with a mischievous grin, her eyes sparkling with amusement. “Who said I was going to stop?”
She leans down and begins to kiss me again, her lips moving up and down my shaft. I can feel myself getting harder and harder, my body aching for release. But just as I’m about to cum again, she pulls away once more.
“Sara,” I say, my voice strained.
She laughs softly, her fingers tracing patterns on my chest.
I can feel myself getting frustrated, my body on edge. I want to cum so badly, but Sara is teasing me mercilessly. I reach down and grab her hair, pulling her towards me.
“Dimitri,” she gasps, her eyes wide with surprise.
“I can’t take it anymore,” I say, my voice rough. “I need you.”
She smiles and leans down, her lips brushing against mine. “I need you too,” she whispers.
I can’t believe how good this feels. We haven’t done it in over a month, since before the baby came. Her doctor gave us the go-ahead just this morning. Sara’s hand guides my dick inside her, and I let out a low groan as I feel her warmth envelop me. She moans loudly, her head thrown back in pleasure. I watch as her breasts bounce with each movement, and I can’t help but reach up to grab them.
“Fuck, Sara,” I growl, my voice low and husky. “You feel so good. I missed this so much.”
She smiles down at me, her eyes dark with desire. “You like that?” she asks, her voice teasing.
I nod, my hands gripping her hips as she begins to move on my dick. At first, she moves slowly, her movements deliberate and sensual. But then she picks up the pace, bouncing faster and faster. I can feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge, but I don’t want this to end.
“Slow down, baby,” I say, my voice strained. “I don’t want to cum yet.”
Sara grins and leans down to whisper in my ear. “Who says I want you to cum already?” she asks, her voice low and seductive.
I groan as she begins to move again, her hips grinding against mine. I can feel every inch of her, and it’s driving me wild. I reach up to grab her hair, pulling her head back so I can kiss her neck.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” I murmur, my lips brushing against her skin. “I could do this all night.”
Sara moans in response, her movements becoming more erratic. I can feel her getting closer and closer to the edge, and I know I won’t be able to hold out much longer.
Her breasts are bouncing in time with her movements, and I can’t help but reach up and grab them again.
Sara leans forward, bracing herself on my chest as she continues to ride me. I can feel her breath hot against my skin, her hair tickling my face. I wrap my arms around her, pulling her closer to me as I thrust up into her.
“Cum for me, baby,” I say, my voice rough. “I want to feel you cum on my dick.”
But just as she’s about to go over the edge, she stops suddenly. She looks down at me with a mischievous grin, her eyes sparkling with amusement.
“What are you doing?” I ask, my voice strained.
“I want you to cum with me,” she says, her voice low and husky.
I groan in frustration, but I can’t deny that the thought of cumming together is incredibly hot. I reach up to grab her hips, pulling her down onto me as I thrust up into her.
“Okay, baby,” I say, my voice low and intense. “Let’s do this together.”
Sara smiles and begins to move again, her hips grinding against mine. I can feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge, and I know she’s right there with me.
“Come for me, Dimitri,” she says, her voice breathy. “I want to feel you cum inside me.”
I groan as I feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge. I can feel my balls tightening, and I know I’m about to come.
“I’m gonna cum, baby,” I say, my voice strained. “I’m gonna cum inside you.”
Sara moans in response, her movements becoming more erratic. I can feel her getting closer and closer to the edge, and I know she’s about to cum too.
“Cum with me, Dimitri,” she says, her voice low and intense. “Cum with me now.”
I groan as I feel myself going over the edge. I can feel my dick pulsing inside her, and I know I’m coming.
“Fuck, Sara,” I growl, my voice low and intense. “I’m cumming.”
Sara moans in response, her movements becoming more erratic. I can feel her getting closer and closer to the edge, and I know she’s about to cum too.
“Cum with me, baby,” I say, my voice rough. “Cum with me now.”
Sara lets out a loud moan as she goes over the edge. I can feel her pussy clenching around my dick, and I know she’s cumming.
“Oh fuck, Dimitri,” she cries out, her voice breathy.
I groan as I feel her cumming around my dick. It’s the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had, and I can’t believe how good it feels.
Sara collapses on top of me, her body trembling with pleasure. I wrap my arms around her, holding her close as we both catch our breath.
We lay there for a few moments, basking in the afterglow of our orgasms. I can feel Sara’s heart beating against my chest, and I know that I never want to let her go.
My fingers lazily trail up and down her bare back and I press a kiss to her hair, inhaling her sweet scent.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of being with you like this,” I murmur.
Sara tilts her face up to me, a satisfied smile playing on her lips. “Mmm, me neither.”
She stretches up to give me a slow, sensual kiss before nestling back against me with a contented sigh. We lay quietly for a few minutes, simply enjoying the intimacy of the moment. My mind drifts to thoughts of our future together.
“You know,” I say, “seeing you graduate today got me thinking.”
Sara props herself up on one elbow, looking at me curiously. “Oh? What about?”
“About what comes next for you. For us.” I brush a strand of hair back from her face. “I know how passionate you are about your studies. How driven you’ve been to finish your degree.”
Sara nods, her expression thoughtful. “It’s been my dream for so long to get my bachelor’s. But now that I’m here…” She bites her lip.
“You’re wondering what’s next, aren’t you?” I finish for her.
“Yeah, I guess I am. We never really talked about what I’d do after graduating. I figured once we got married, I’d be expected to just be a housewife and mother.”
I take her hand, bringing it to my lips for a kiss. “Sara, you should know by now I want you to be happy. To pursue your passions, whatever they may be.”
Her eyes light up. “Really?”
“Of course.” I caress her cheek. “If you wanted to keep studying, get your master’s or even PhD, I’d support you completely. I know how brilliant you are, zvezda moya. I want to see you shine.”
“Dimitri…” Sara’s eyes glisten with emotion. She kisses me deeply. When we finally break apart, she asks excitedly, “Do you really mean it? You’d let me keep going to school?”
I chuckle at her enthusiasm. “Yes, as long as you save time for me too.” I wink playfully.
Sara laughs. “Oh, I think we’d manage.” She kisses along my jawline teasingly.
“Mmm, if this is the kind of persuasion I can expect, then I most definitely approve of more schooling for you,” I murmur, rolling us so I hover over her.
Sara grins up at me impishly. ” Maybe you could help keep me motivated?”
“I like the way you think, Mrs. Amato.” I trail kisses down her neck and across her collarbone as she sighs blissfully. “You know… if you do continue with your advanced degrees, we may need to eventually think about expanding our family.”
Sara glances up at me with a raised brow. “Oh? You want more kids already?”
I shrug, giving her a crooked smile. “I mean, one child is wonderful, of course. But just imagine – a whole house full of little ones running around. All of them taking after their brilliant, beautiful mother.”
Sara bites her lip, looking thoughtful. “It would be nice for our little one to have siblings close in age to play with…”
“Exactly,” I say. “And you know how I love to practice making babies with you.” I punctuate this with a squeeze to her backside that makes her yelp and laugh.
“You’re incorrigible,” Sara says, swatting my chest playfully. But her eyes shine with happiness.
“Perhaps.” I kiss the tip of her nose. “If I agree to fully support you pursuing higher education, would you consider giving me a second little one once you’ve finished your Masters?”
Sara pretends to consider this seriously for a moment. “Hmm well, I suppose that sounds like a reasonable arrangement, Mr. Amato.” Her eyes sparkle mischievously. “Especially if we seal the deal how we just did.”
“I like the way you negotiate, Mrs. Amato,” I growl playfully, Sara giggles then moans as I kiss a heated trail down her body.
Martha and I walk out of the lecture hall together, merging into the river of students flooding the hallway. Our management theory class has just ended and it is finally the weekend.
“How does it feel to be back on campus?”
I roll my eyes dramatically. “I can’t say I missed the campus drama but after a whole month of engagement parties and pretending to be the happy fiancée, it’s better than being paraded around like a show pony.”
Martha laughs, her brown eyes twinkling with mirth. She’s the only one who understands my situation with Lorenzo. The arranged marriage I never asked for but can’t get out of.
I know my father- my family needs the alliance, but it doesn’t make me feel any less of an object to be married off like this. I shouldn’t care, but Lorenzo is not even remotely relevant in the Cosa Nostra. Just a disgustingly wealthy man with the self-destructive tendency to bite off way more than he can chew. He’s been my father’s associate for long enough to strike a deal with him, but I doubt he is truly aware of what he’s gotten himself into. And now, I’m stuck with him.
“Well, at least you’re back now,” she says. “Everyone thought you’d stay away until the wedding, but you even came back a week earlier than you had originally planned.”
“Not sure I could have handled another week of that,” I reply.
“Well, look at it on the bright side,” she says. “At least you got to enjoy the food. I heard the lobster bisque was to die for.”
“Not sure it’s worth having to wear pantyhose in the July heat,” I reply.
We head out the heavy double doors into the late afternoon sunlight. Students lounge on the grassy quad, soaking up the sunshine. Two guys toss a frisbee back and forth, their carefree laughter carrying on the breeze. I wish I could trade places with them.
Martha gives me a sympathetic smile. “Chin up, buttercup. It’s good to have you back, even under these circumstances.”
The thought of the wedding still makes my stomach twist into knots.
Just the mention of the wedding makes my stomach twist into knots. In three short months, I’m expected to walk down the aisle to marry Lorenzo, a man twice my age who gives me the creeps.
All because Daddy dearest decided it would be good for business to merge our families. My whole future signed away without so much as a “hey Sara, what do you think about this?” It’s infuriating.
“Have you tried talking to your mother again?” Martha asks gently as we walk across the quad.
I let out a harsh laugh. “Oh yeah, because that went so well the first ten thousand times. ‘This is for your own good, Sara. Lorenzo comes from a good family. You’re lucky to have landed such a successful husband.’ Ugh.”
I kick angrily at a pebble on the path, sending it skittering into the grass. “They don’t care what I want. In their minds, I’m just Daddy’s little bargaining chip.”
Martha links her arm through mine and gives it a comforting squeeze. “I’m sorry, hon. You deserve so much better than this.”
I sigh, my frustration melting into resignation. “It’s fine.” I try to sound nonchalant, but my voice wavers a little. The truth is, I’m terrified about marrying Lorenzo, but I don’t have a choice.
We reach the edge of campus where Martha’s shiny blue Prius is parked at the curb. She pops the trunk and she loads her backpacks inside.
“Call me later if you need to talk,” she says. “I can come over and we can drown your sorrows in ice cream.”
“It’s a deal.” I manage a small smile. Martha always knows how to lift my spirits, even if just for a moment.
We hug goodbye and she climbs into her car. I wave as she pulls away from the curb, the late afternoon sun glinting off her windshield. Then I start the walking back to my dorm.
I think about my situation and a small, defiant voice in my head whispers, what if you didn’t have to go through with it? What if you could find a way out of this nightmare?
I quickly silence it. There’s no way out. I just have to accept my fate. Dad would never allow me to back out now.
I take the long way back to the students’ dormitory, deliberately avoiding the Phi Kappa Sigma fraternity house where Dimitri and his band of merry boys live. Since day one he has been overly interested in me, but I have avoided him as much as possible.
It’s been a month since I last walked these paths, a month spent in a whirlwind of parties and forced smiles. Now, as I return, I can’t help but feel a sense of unease even though I haven’t caught sight of Dimitri or his lackeys lurking around corners. They usually just hurl taunts and leers in my direction, while he watches me silently from afar.
For a moment, I wonder if they have turned their attention elsewhere during my absence. Maybe they found some other poor girl to harass. The thought brings both relief and worry. Relief that I might be free from their harassment but worry for whoever might be enduring it now.
Everyone on campus knows to steer clear of Dimitri and his band at the Phi Kappa Sigma house. He’s got the whole lot of them wrapped around his little finger. They follow him around like obedient dogs, eager to please their master. Even his cousin Ivan, who by all accounts seems like a decent guy when he’s not by Dimitri’s side.
Whenever Dimitri and his lackeys go out, trouble follows. Loud parties that last all night, drinks spilled, girls being harassed and grabbed against their will. The authorities turn a blind eye since Dimitri’s family pumps tons of money into the university. It’s like he’s untouchable.
My phone buzzes in my pocket as I stroll down a tree-lined path, dappled afternoon sunlight filtering through the leaves. I don’t even need to check the screen to know it’s Lorenzo. Again. That’s the tenth call I’ve ignored today. I’m sure he’s fuming that I won’t pick up. Tough luck. I’m not in the mood to hear him drone on about his golf game or stocks or whatever else rich old men talk about.
The phone finally goes silent. But a few seconds later, it starts buzzing with a barrage of texts. I don’t read them, but I’m sure they’re full of passive aggressive jabs about me being an ungrateful fiancée. Lorenzo hates when I don’t answer his calls and texts immediately. He sees it as a challenge to his authority over me.
My thumb hovers over the power button, tempted to just turn the stupid phone off. But I know he’ll only punish me worse later if I do. With a resigned sigh, I slide the phone back into my pocket, letting it buzz unanswered against my leg.
Only three more months until I’m shackled for life to that arrogant, patronizing tyrant. Dad couldn’t have picked a more odious man for me to marry if he had tried. I bet Lorenzo gets some sick satisfaction out of controlling me, being able to lord his money and power over his new child bride. Just thinking about it makes my skin crawl.
Sometimes I fantasize about making a break for it. Hopping on a bus bound for anywhere and leaving this mess behind. But my father would hunt me down in a heartbeat. His precious business merger with Lorenzo’s family depends on me going through with this sham of a marriage. And Dad always gets what he wants, no matter who has to suffer.
A wave of unease creeps up my spine as I turn the corner onto a quieter street. The buzz from my phone has died down, and the sudden silence feels heavy, suffocating. I pick up my pace and the click of my heels against the pavement echoes the fact that I’m alone.
I’m halfway down the block when an unmistakable sound of footsteps falls into sync with my own. My heart races; I tell myself it’s just another student heading home, but a chill tells me otherwise. Before I can glance over my shoulder, a rough hand clamps over my mouth, cutting off my startled cry.
Panic surges through me as I’m yanked backward into an alleyway. The smell of cigarettes and leather invades my senses. I thrash against the iron grip, but it’s futile. My muffled screams go unheard as more hands join the first, dragging me deeper into the shadows.
“Let me go!” I manage to shout once they release their hold on my mouth. My words echo off the brick walls, sounding small and helpless, even to my own ears.
Boris looms over me, his face an impassive mask. Lev’s cold grip tightens on my arm, his fingers digging in like steel bands. Andrei and Mikhail flank him, silent sentinels blocking any hope of escape.
“What do you want from me?” I demand, voice shaking despite my attempt at bravado.
Boris just smirks and shakes his head slowly. Lev’s response is a low chuckle that sets my nerves on edge.
“Keep quiet if you know what’s good for you,” Andrei says with a sneer. His threat sends shivers down my spine.
I kick out at Mikhail, hoping to break free, but he easily dodges and grabs both of my wrists in one of his massive hands.
“You’re making this harder than it needs to be,” he growls.
“Where are you taking me?” I try to keep the fear out of my voice, but it quivers uncontrollably.
They don’t answer. Instead, they hustle me toward a black SUV parked at the mouth of the alley. Panic bubbles up inside me like boiling water about to overflow. This can’t be happening.
I open my mouth to scream again when Boris clamps his hand back over it. “Not a sound,” he hisses in my ear.
The threat in his voice is unmistakable; any further resistance will be met with violence.
My mind races with images of what Dimitri might do if I anger his men any further.
As we reach the SUV, they shove me inside and slam the door shut behind me. The vehicle peels away from the curb before I can even attempt to get my bearings.
They take everything from me—my phone, my purse.
When we finally stop, I recognize the Phi Kappa Sigma fraternity house looming before us like some twisted fortress. The place where Dimitri holds court with his loyal subjects—his enforcers who are now my captors.
They drag me from the car and up the steps to the front door. My heart is racing so fast it feels like it might burst through my chest. I scan the street for anyone who might help me but it is deserted—everyone else is likely to be enjoying their Friday evening oblivious to what’s happening here.
“Please,” I whisper as Boris tightens his hold on my hand “just tell me why.”
His only response is a grunt as he pushes me forward into Andrei’s waiting arms. Mikhail opens the door and they haul me inside.
The house is dimly lit and eerily silent—which is quite strange since it’s usually raucous during parties. They march me down a hallway lined with doors until we reach one at the far end.
As they open it and push me inside, every fiber of my being screams that this is wrong—that something terrible awaits me beyond that threshold.
“Please don’t do this,” I beg them one last time as they force me into the room and close the door behind them, leaving no doubt that escape isn’t an option.
Boris’s hands clamp down on my shoulders, pushing me into a chair with a force that leaves no room for resistance. The rope scrapes against my wrists, growing tighter with each pull from Andrei. He fastens a gag around my mouth, silencing my protests. I twist against the bindings, my muscles burning with the effort but it’s no use. The ropes are unyielding, biting into my skin.
Lev and Mikhail share a knowing look before they leave the room, their footsteps a fading echo on the cold, hard floor.
In a sudden surge of defiance, I jerk my head forward, connecting sharply with Boris’s jaw. A grunt escapes him, more from surprise than pain. He stumbles back, his eyes narrowing into dangerous slits. I brace myself for his retaliation.
“Ty smelaya,” he mutters under his breath. You’re brave. I understand a bit of Russian because my father forced me to learn it. He said it was important to understand our rivals’ language, for respect and caution. So, while I can’t speak it, I can grasp some of what Boris says.
Then, without warning, his hand strikes across my face. The slap stings, making my eyes tear, blurring my vision. I refuse to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. I hold his gaze, unflinching, even as my cheek throbs with pain.
That’s when Dimitri walks in. He’s with Ivan, his cousin and right-hand man.
He stands in the doorway, a dark silhouette against the dim light.
When he walks in, his presence fills the room, commanding and chilling. Dimitri, with his cold, calculating eyes and a demeanor that spells danger. Yet, there’s an undeniable charm about him, a magnetism that draws you in, despite your better judgment. If only he weren’t so ruthless, I find myself thinking. Under different circumstances, maybe…
But no, that’s not a road I can afford to go down. Not with everything at stake, not with my heart caged in fear and loathing. Dimitri’s gaze meets mine, and for a fleeting second, I see a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes. Then it’s gone, masked by the familiar icy indifference.
“What do we have here?” he says, his voice resounding with a smooth, dangerous lilt that sends a shiver down my spine. He steps closer, and I can’t help but notice the way his shirt clings to his lean, muscular frame.
I try to steady my breathing, to maintain some semblance of control in this helpless situation. Dimitri is the predator, and I the unwilling prey, caught in a game that I never wanted to play.
His eyes, dark and inscrutable, fix on mine, holding me captive in a way the ropes never could.
Then, without a word, he leans down and his lips meet mine. It’s a kiss that’s not a kiss, devoid of tenderness, a show of power, a claim. I’m frozen, shocked by the audacity, the brazen violation of my space. His lips are firm, unyielding, and I’m too stunned to respond. When he pulls back, it’s with the faintest smirk, as if he’s just won a round in a game only he’s playing.
Dimitri turns sharply to Boris, his features set in a hard line. They lock eyes, and Dimitri’s voice drops to a dangerous growl, the words coming fast and furious.
“Yesli ty yeshche raz udarish’ yeye, ya otorvu tebe golovu,” Dimitri hisses, the threat in his voice icy and lethal. If you hit her again, I’ll rip your head off. I catch the meaning of his words, just enough to grasp Dimitri’s deadly warning.
Boris recoils slightly, the fear in his eyes betraying his usually stoic facade. He nods quickly.
Just then, my phone starts ringing. Dimitri’s eyes flicker to me, a mischievous glint appearing in them. He reaches over and snatches my phone from the table. “Looks like Lorenzo’s calling,” he says with a teasing tone. He holds the phone out, looking at me with a challenging smirk. “Should I answer it? Let him hear all the terrible things I could do to you?”.
Another phone erupts into a shrill ring at that moment, slicing through the tense air. Ivan walks up to Dimitri and gives him the ringing phone.
“It’s your brother.”
Dimitri snatches it and his eyes narrow before he strides out. His scowl deepens with every step. Ivan walks out behind him. The door slams shut behind them.
Mikhail and Lev reenter the room, their eyes flicking over me with a mix of curiosity and malice. Boris, still nursing his jaw, sneers in my direction. “Dimitri’s got his claws out for this bitch,” he mutters, a venomous edge to his voice. “Thinks she’s something special.”
Mikhail smirks, a cruel glint in his eye. “Well Dimitri’s not here to play the hero now.” His words hang heavy, ripe with implication.
Andrei’s laugh, dark and wicked, sends a shiver down my spine. He moves towards me, and his rough hands shove the gag back into my mouth, stifling any protest. I try to scream, but it’s muffled, and it’s useless.
Then Boris’s hand connects with my face again, a sharp sting spreading across my cheek. My vision blurs, as tears well up. My shirt strains against the force, and one of my buttons pops loose.
Lev’s eyes light up with a predatory hunger. He reaches out, and his cold and unwelcome fingers touch my skin. “Soft,” he murmurs, almost to himself, before his hand traces my chest to my breast and he fondles me roughly. I twist away, repulsed, but the ropes hold me tight. God, please no, I scream in my head.
Boris grips my hair, yanking my head back with brute force. Lev and Andrei join in, touching me anywhere their hands can reach. I feel degraded and repulsed by every touch.
The room spins, I’ve never felt so much fear and desperation in my life. I can’t fight them off no matter how much I try. The realization sinks in like a stone in my stomach. This is happening, and I’m powerless to stop it.
Suddenly, the door swings open, and Dimitri strides back in. His eyes take in the scene, and a shiver slices down my spine at the cold fury building in his gaze.
“Chto, chert voz’mi, vy tut delayete?” he spits out. “What the fuck are you doing?”
Chapter 2
Dimitri
I storm into the dimly lit room, my eyes burning with a rage I haven’t felt in years. Watching them touch Sara makes all the warning signs blink red. No one is allowed to touch Sara. No one is allowed to fucking touch my woman.She’s mine, and no one else’s. The stench of fear and sweat hangs heavy in the air. Lev, Boris, Mikhail, and Andrei freeze, their smirks fading as they catch sight of me. I lock eyes with Boris. My fists clench. “I thought I warned you,” I say, my voice low, each word punctuated with a step forward.
Boris tries to speak, but I’m on him before he can form a word. My fist connects with his jaw, a sharp crack in the heavy air. “Not,” I say, hitting him again, “to touch,” another hit, “her.”
Blood bursts from his nose and streaks down his face. I don’t stop. My fist slams into his cheek, and there’s a sickening crunch. Blood now pours from a split lip, mingling with the red from his nose. His eyes are wild with pain and fear.
Boris stumbles back, trying to shield his face, but I’m relentless. Another blow sends his front teeth flying.
His knees buckle, and he falls, a heap on the ground. Blood pools around him, his breath ragged and wet. The others watch, horror-stricken, but none of them dare intervene.
Then I turn to them. “You think you’re safe?” I growl. I launch at Lev, my anger a physical force. I hit him square in the stomach, and he doubles over. Mikhail and Andrei try to step in, but they’re no match for my fury. I strike fast, hard. Mikhail goes down with a blow to the temple. Andrei gets a fist in the ribs. They’re all on the ground now, groaning, bleeding.
In this world, mercy is a luxury I can’t afford. Not when it comes to what’s mine.
“Get out,” I snarl. They scramble to their feet, dragging Boris with them, his limp body draped over their shoulders, and hurry out of the room. The door slams shut behind them, leaving me alone with Sara.
Her eyes are wide with terror, her lips parted in a silent scream. She dares not make a sound. I look at her, my heart pounding in my chest. I lost control, and I know I must regain it.
“Don’t move,” I order, my voice barely above a whisper. I see the fear in her eyes, but she doesn’t defy me. I approach her, my hands trembling slightly. I reach out and grip her chin, my fingers tightening as I force her to look at me.
“You’re mine, Sara,” I hiss. “Do you understand?”
She stares up at me, her eyes filled with hatred. “You have no right,” she spits, once I remove the gag her voice barely audible.
I feel a surge of anger at her defiance, but I force myself to remain calm. “You’re right,” I say, my voice low and dangerous. “I don’t have the right. But you’re still mine, and that’s all that matters.” My gaze drops to her hand, to the engagement ring and the sight of it ignites a deeper anger in me. Fuck! I have an overwhelming urge to yank it off her finger and throw it away, to erase any claim anyone else has on her. But I restrain myself.
I shrug off my leather jacket and drape it around her trembling form, shielding her from the cold night air. Then, I pick her up in my arms, cradling her close to my chest, inhaling her intoxicating scent. I can feel her heart beating against my chest, a fragile rhythm that echoes the chaos of my own.
As I carry her to my car, I feel the soft brush of her cheek against my neck, a contact that sends a wave of desire crashing through my body. I smile to myself, a cruel twist of my lips.
***
I grip the steering wheel tightly, my knuckles turning white, as I navigate the winding roads leading to Sara’s dorm. I glance at Sara beside me, her face is pale and drawn in the faint moonlight filtering through the car windows. She’s still trembling, even though her eyes are determined.
As I pull up in front of her dorm, the engine idles loudly in the quiet night for a few seconds before I step out and then open the door on Sara’s side. My heart is pounding as I move to help her.
“I can walk,” Sara protests trying to push herself up.
Ignoring her, I say firmly, “You’re not in any state to walk. I’m responsible for what happened back there. I’ll take care of you now, so don’t argue.”
With that, I lift her gently, despite her feeble attempts to resist. The night air is cool and crisp, but I’m sweating profusely. My muscles are aching from the exertion of the fight, and my head throbs from the adrenaline rush. But all I can focus on is the softness of her body in my arms.
I reach her room without encountering anyone on the way, and fumble with the doorknob. The door swings open, and I step inside, carrying Sara over the threshold. The room is dark and quiet, the only sound is Sara’s soft sobs. I kick the door shut behind me, the heavy thud echoing in the silence.
I try to drop her on the bed, but she clutches me tightly, her arms wrapping around my neck, her fingers digging into my shoulders. A whimper escapes her lips, soft and pleading, and it sets my blood on fire.
“Fuck” I curse under my breath, a low growl rumbling in my chest. She still has that effect on me, even now, when she’s terrified and vulnerable. I lay her down on the bed, her body still trembling, her eyes wide and fearful. “Don’t tempt me, printsessa.”
I pull the covers up over her, tucking her in gently, as if she were a fragile doll. I can’t help but notice how small she is, how delicate. Her curves are soft and inviting beneath the thin fabric of her dress, and I feel a surge of desire that I can barely control.
I step back, putting some distance between us, but I can’t take my eyes off her. Her chest rises and falls with each shallow breath, and her lips slightly parted.
I reach out and brush a strand of hair away from her face, my fingers lingering on her soft cheek. Her skin is cool and smooth beneath my touch, and I can’t resist the urge to lean in and kiss her.
Her lips are soft and I groan against her mouth as my tongue slips past her teeth to explore the sweet depths of her mouth. She tastes like innocence and fear, a heady combination that drives me wild.
As I deepen the kiss, I feel her body tense beneath me. For a moment, I think she might push me away, but instead, she surprises me by trying to bite my lower lip. I pull back slightly, a smirk playing on my lips as I look down at her. Her eyes are blazing with defiance, and I can’t help but be impressed by her fiery spirit.
“Feisty,” I murmur, pulling and sucking the broken skin into my mouth. Her blazing defiance only sets my body more on fire. I can’t believe I let myself lose control like that. I’m Dimitri Morozov, for fuck’s sake. I’m not some lovesick fool. I’m a man of power, a man of action. I don’t let my emotions get the better of me.
But Sara… she’s different. She’s gotten under my skin in a way no other woman has. I can’t deny the attraction I feel towards her, the way her scent intoxicates me, the way her body fits perfectly against mine. But I should not let her get to me. Her engagement to Lorenzo is a strategic move, a way to solidify the alliance between the two powerful mafia families. I know that if I give in to my desires, I could put everything at risk. I can’t let my feelings for her compromise my family’s position.
It’s not just her family that puts her off-limits. Mine is just as dangerous, just as ruthless. I know that if her family found out about an affair, they would see it as a betrayal. And the consequences would be dire, for both Sara and me.
I can’t help but feel a deep resentment towards her and her privileged upbringing. She’s a Mafia princess, raised in a world of luxury and power. I’ve spent my whole life fighting tooth and nail for everything I have, for my father to approve of me. I can’t help but see her as a symbol of everything I hate about this world.
“I should go,” I say, taking a step back. “I’ll see you in class.”
“Wait, Dimitri,” she says, her eyes locking onto mine with an intensity that’s hard to ignore. “I… I… thank you for rescuing me back there.”
Her words hang between us as I turn and walk out of her dorm room, slamming the door shut behind me. I take a deep breath of cool night air, trying to calm my racing heart.
I slide into the driver’s seat of my car, my body still tense with desire. I can’t get the image of Sara out of my head. The way she looked at me with those wide, fearful eyes. The way her body trembled in my arms. The way her lips felt against mine. I groan and lean back in my seat, my hand instinctively moving to my crotch. I’m still hard, my cock straining against the fabric of my pants. I can’t help myself. I unzip my pants and pull out my cock, my hand wrapping around it tightly. I close my eyes and imagine Sara’s lips wrapped around me, her tongue flicking against the sensitive head. I stroke myself slowly, my breath coming in short, sharp gasps. I can feel the pressure building in my balls, the tension coiling in my lower back. I grip the steering wheel with my free hand, my knuckles turning white. I can’t believe I’m doing this. I’m Dimitri Morozov, for fuck’s sake. I don’t jerk off in my car like some horny teenager. But I can’t help it. Sara has an effect on me that no other woman has. I can’t get her out of my head. I stroke myself faster, my hand moving in a steady rhythm. I can feel myself getting closer, the pressure building to a fever pitch. I bite my lip to keep from moaning out loud.
My body tenses with anticipation. And then, with a final, desperate stroke, I come. My body shudders with the force of my orgasm, my cock pulsing in my hand. I lean back in my seat, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I quickly clean myself up with some wipes I keep in my glove compartment, then zip up my pants. I take a deep breath and start the car.
My phone buzzes in my pocket, jolting me out of my thoughts. I pull it out and see Ivan’s name flashing on the screen. I answer with a gruff “What?”
“Hey, cuz,” Ivan growls. “How’s Sara?”
“I think she’s ok,” I say, my voice tight. “I’m going to fucking kill them all.”